:: Sunday, April 18, 2004 ::

Dear God, why?
I suppose I may rant, I suppose I may ask why. I find it hard to believe why you might ever take the time to answer. I wonder if you sit and laugh at me. I think perhaps this is some chess game to you. Let's see what pawns we can take, lets see how many little people can be destroyed and whole will still consider me king. Yeah, fun. Keep playing fucker.
:: < Tortured > 9:55 PM [+] ::
...

Did some research on vocal effects and got some decents results on the vocal inputs in the sonar. Very complicated program, oh well, I'll get it.
:: < Tortured > 12:59 PM [+] ::
...

yeah, fuck!

So here I am, tortured.
Well, were the fuck am I going with this?
Tortured is not just a person, the visions project is not just a band, it's a concept, it's an ideal, and a philosophy of it's own. Well, now I will acertain the tortured persona. Perhaps Jeff's spirit will guide my concept, but Visions will go on, without Jeff, but it will be infused with concepts as he passes them on to us in dreams. Several concepts and ideas are coming up, like unfinished projects are found each day in cakewalk. I plan to continue the visions project in some sense and will don the persona when the time comes. The vocals are close, the ideals are there, the only thing missing is 20 some odd years of nothing much besides pain and instrumental time. I got the pain covered, but with Styk's help, I will overcome my loss of instrumental knowledge. The vocals I suspect will be shared, my training in vocalization as a young man will prevail and I will continue the visions project for whoever would like to hear it or myself, *borrowing from his samples* "it doesn't matter"
Coming soon.....updated news, interviews lost, pictures of jeff as you never knew him, and of course the realization that his concepts have continued without him. Several parties are considering the ISOH sessions and of course new and unrealeased visions music and concepts as time permits.

See you SOON

Scott
:: < Tortured > 6:10 PM [+] ::
...

The Journal is back up and now live. Look for regular rants and news here from Scott and myself as we continue to get the site back up and functional. There are some talks and discussions floating around about what will actually happen with Visions..if anything. All I can say at this point is something WILL happen but for now it isn't quite written in stone.

The point is I at least think it deserves to go on somehow at some point and some ideas and things are surfacing. Only time will tell.


:: Styk 8:10 PM [+] ::
...