Somethings in life just don’t mean as much as they used to. Even the band with all the BS thats involved. Progress would change that sentiment, but alas. Toil….toil…

These days it’s people..certain people that mean more than anything. Weird for me to think that but…but you know every year around late October early November I start to think about my own mortality. Perhaps because of my Father’s death. And my Grandparent’s. I love October. My Grandparent’s were married on Halloween. My Father died in early November. So it is a bittersweet time of the year for me. I tend to think of them and I in turn often think of the people I care about more and how I want to just enjoy every minute I have with them. For tomorrow it may be over.

Here’s a few people that will most likely mean the most to me in the coming month –

Nyssa

Bret

Z

Mom

Thomas

Jeff

Will Z

Sasha

Pat Mason

Long day at work…I fucked my back up….THAT is not cool considering it’s shot to begin with. So I bid you goodnight….doubtful I’ll sleep much but to lay down I must…

Later