Here’s some irony for you all. A compilation disc I was asked to be on and dropped from just recently asked me if I want back onboard. I can’t seem to remember which damn song I was submitting but never the less in the wake of Jeff’s death I find this quite….weird. At any rate as I have stated elsewhere the band StykFaktor will go on..the others only time will tell. I had begun some demo tracks for the new CD before this all happened. My plan is to get back into it whether or not I have to force myself. As painful as it will be it’s something I know I must do if even for the therapy.

As for Will Z and Sasha? I am quite sure Will Z is still onboard and I have plans to discuss things with Sasha. Of course I want her to continue with us but if she chooses not to for obvious reasons I would understand. I’m just going to roll with the flow since it seems for now I have no choice. Everyone needs their own time to deal with this and I will not push anyone into something they do not feel comfortable doing.

The first step…firing up some equipment and I’m quite sure a loud ass fucking guitar. It just seems thats where I’m headed.