An update? Well let’s see…Prospects? Yes some. Am I worried? Yeah a lot. All I can do is keep plugging away. Eventually things have to work out.

Saw Will Z and met his “punkin”. She seems cool and Will Z seems quite different than I have ever seen him. I’m glad he’s got some positive things going on.

Ran across another “journal” entry with my name used in a negative fashion once again. I thought eventually the negative BS would end. Apparently not. I don’t get it but then I do. I mean I have stayed completely away from the “scene” and any negative BS for a reason. I am beyond it. I dont need it. I play music, I do a show occasionally, and yet I still get crap from somewhere. Will people ever just grow up? Sigh…

Well let’s clear something up. Except for a very specific aspect of my daily life which every single person has had to deal with on occasion I couldn’t be happier with my life. There are reasons that I am happier now than in the past. I’ll leave you dear reader to figure out why. I am quite happy, content and in fact giddy, and the only time “bitterness” or anger creeps in is when someone elses’ stupid BS crosses paths with me. The past is the past and some people THRIVE on it. Should you choose to dabble in the realm of ever present BS is your business, just leave me, my life, and my fucking name out of it. That’s all I really have to say. Most likely it changes nothing. It never did nor do I expect it ever will. The game of hypocracy that’s continuously played out I want nothing to do with. I have opinions and I don’t like certain people. That’s honesty. That’s integrity. I am not an asshole about it. I simply choose to not bother. If not playing the game makes me an asshole in your eyes, so be it. It makes my life happier. What about yours?

I have been quite inspired recently to write music by both very good things in my life and some negative things as well. The problem is time. Making time to actually do it. Not writing while inspired is a mistake as that’s when the best things usually happen. So note to myself. Get on the ball. K..I will.

Much love and respect to my lil’ guppy. …;)