So “real life” is finally taking a break and settling down. Things are looking up dare I say. Still not exactly “happy” about what happened to get to this point but the end result is I will be happier.
So I suppose I should address “band” issues. Well I have been approached by two separate entities to do a show. Neither one appeals to me at this point. First off I am writing new material and would prefer not to do a show until I can put mostly new material in the set. Secondly I am not very fond of the venue for one of the shows not to mention other crap and people I have no interest in dealing with. Lastly do I even have a band still? Well there is me. I didn’t go anywhere. Jeff? Well that’s a no brainer. Sasha? I have no idea. Will? Seems he’s moving on to other things though I really don’t know the whole story or details. I am happy for him but the communication has been minimal so I’m just hanging until I “know” where everyone stands I guess. The reality is that I do believe coming up shortly I will not have a live band so it seems a show is pointless until I do. I don’t feel like doing a show “just because” personal change is in the future for some members, not that that isn’t a good reason. I’m tired of doing shows just to do shows. I’m looking for a little more feeling and emotion behind it. There isn’t any for me with the old material. It is dead. So until then I will continue to write and work on the new CD. Now that other aspects of my life have gone down in the stress level department I can focus. I have somethings in mind for when I’m ready to “go live” again but at this point I am open to suggestions and input. It seems it is time for StykFaktor to change.
And so it will….
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