You know this was originally a personal blog…then when band things started picking up I thought cool..great way to post news. And dammit it is. Of course I wonder if it’s actually serving it’s purpose. Does anyone actually READ this?. I don’t know…anyway my point is at one time I thought I should keep personal matters out of this. I have reconsidered…how can you as a fan (if there truly are any) really know us as a band if we pretend “real” life doesn’t exist. I wouldn’t be writng any songs were it not for “real” life. The band IS made up of real people with real problems. We have good things and bad things happen to us. I don’t know…I guess what I’m saying is I’m willing to give up total professionalism to keep this more personal for fans…now and in the future.

I’m no GOD, I’m not perfect…sometimes dumb, simple things inspire me..sometimes I am personally going through hell…eventually it all comes out through music. I would hope that says something to you all….

On that note…other than my Family, Bandmates, and a few select friends here and elsewhere…I would like to personally tell everyone else to Fuck Off….at least today…lol. I am so tired of extending myself for nothing. What a damn waste. I mean really I have things in my life to deal with…I can’t be responsible for everyone else and their stupidity. In short your on your own.

It seems knowing the facts, the calm before the storm is upon us. it happens alot in this town. Do I play in the storm or pretend it doesn’t even exist. …*sigh*

Have a great day…I’m quite sure mine has just begun and it’s 4:00 in the afternoon….yay..I can hardly wait….

Should someone prove me wrong there will be no forthcoming rant….should things go as expected it may get personal on here for a bit…hope you enjoy the ride readers..:)

OH!….Band photoshoot tomorrow…..stay tuned!