Ever make a plan, goal, try to reach for a dream, or even just something you have always wanted

to do before you left this mortal coil and got ahold of it just for a second?…and then BAM! it was

gone..That just recently happened…..I keep going over it in my head trying to think if there

was another way it could have been handled. I have come up with more than one answer. That doesn’t

help obviously. Perhaps it all happened to fast and was just bad timing and that may have something

to do with how it ended. But then again it may not have mattered. I still keep wondering if it will ever happen

again…could be wishful thinking..denial…yet I still get the feeling another chance is quietly waiting..

Silly to dwell I suppose…It’s kinda like a rollercoaster…for a brief moment there is nothing more exciting

than the ride..and when it’s over you can’t wait to get back in line…

Unless of course you don’t like rollercoasters..but I think you get the analogy..:)

Never the less I feel like I’m back in line…and I’m not sure if the rollercoaster is coming back…*sigh*